March 2006

I’ve said i know the answer
It’s been beating in my ears
Ive said ive lost the picture
Watched it fade, disappear

I’ve said i know the truth
It swims slowly in my mind
But all I’ve said and all i know
Speak of something i can’t find

There must be something more
Than busy days and tired hours
There must be something more
Than weekly church like morning showers
You say theres so much more
But i’m lost in my attempts
And words are merely bandages
For this routine search :
through what is said and what is meant

We know we have the power
but defeated here we moan
you say we have your spirit
yet we live our lives alone

We’re suppose to heal the sick
you said we’d raise the dead
But as the sunshine hits my face
I can hardly make it out of bed
something must be backwards
Somehow twisted in my head
cause what i see we’re living
isn’t what you said
cause everything I’m seeing
Isnt what we’ve said
cause everything I’m feeling
This isnt what you said